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May. 25th, 2012


[info]impatientape

The Reading Room

Blame the lack of posts on the fact that I have been dull lately -- downright boring, really -- but at least my plans for a visit to Austin, Texas, in July are firming up, and at least I have been reading interesting books.  This week I polished off a 1998 story collection, A Hard Time to Be a Father, by the always wickedly funny Fay Weldon, and Barbara Ehrenreich's Bright-Sided: How the Relentless Promotion of Positive Thinking Has Undermined America (2009).  That's perniciously wishful thinking as applied, for example, to cancer therapy, megachurches, high finance, and George W. Bush's vanity war in Iraq (the Iraqis, remember, were going to strew flowers in our path).  Ehrenreich writes:

"At issue is not only knowledge of the world but our survival as individuals and as a species.  All the basic technologies ever invented by humans to feed and protect themselves depend on a relentless commitment to hard-nosed empiricism: you cannot assume that your arrowheads will pierce the hide of a bison or that your raft will float just because the omens are propitious and you have been given supernatural reassurance that they will.  You have to be sure.  Prehistoric humans had to make a careful study of the natural world and the materials it offered them -- for example, rocks, clay, plant fibers, animal sinews.  Then they had to experiment until, through trial and error, they found what actually works.  Without a doubt, throughout our several hundred thousand years of existence, humans have also been guided by superstition, mystical visions, and collective delusions of all sorts.  But we got where we are, fanning out over the huge continent of Africa and from there all over the earth, through the strength of the knots we could tie, the sturdiness of shelters and boats, the sharpness of spears.

"Human intellectual progress, such as it has been, results from our long struggle to see things 'as they are,' or in the most universally comprehensible way, and not as projections of our own emotions....  What we call the Enlightenment and hold on to only tenuously, by our fingernails, is the slow-dawning understanding that the world is unfolding according to its own inner algorithms of cause and effect, probability and chance, without any regard for human feelings."

I am also halfway through Leigh Brackett's Shannach -- The Last: Farewell to Mars (2011) and closing fast on the end of Joyce Carol Oates' Heat and Other Stories (1991).


[info]lrcutter

Moving along

I have a bunch of social things this weekend, but I’m still hoping to write at least one more chapter for the week, another 3000 words. I just finished typing up the latest chapter. I have almost 30,000 words in 10 chapters.

29553 / 70000

I need to think about the next chapter, where it’s going, what it’s doing. It may finally be time to start plotting some.

I got back the edits for ZQ. I want to do those Monday, and start pushing the book out, so it’ll be available the first week of June.

I have a short story to write for the workshop I’m taking in June. Great idea, great character, great voice already nagging at me about it.

And—I think that’s it. Time to go get changed and ready for a night out.

Crossposted from my website. If you'd like to comment, you can do so here or there.

[info]matthewsrotundo

On Board with Launch Pad

Am pleased and proud to announce that I’ve been accepted into Launch Pad this year.


For those who don’t know, Launch Pad is a NASA-funded astronomy workshop for writers, held on the University of Wyoming campus in Laramie.  You can well imagine how valuable something like that would be to a science fiction writer and geek.  I mean, I’ll even get telescope time.  Dude.


Let me tell you, this is not an easy gig to get.  I’m thrilled and honored to be studying with these fine folks.


Please permit me a small woo-hoo!


So.  What are you doing this summer?


ETA: The one downside to all this that Launch Pad conflicts with OSFest.  I wish it weren’t so, but there’s no getting around it.  To those who are attending, have a great time, and I’m sorry I won’t be there with you.


Current Music: "A Place in My Heart"--Joe Bonamassa



[info]ericmarin

A Pattern of Breaking

A Pattern of Breaking

Change is the pattern life follows.
She would like to change that pattern
for a few years--long enough
to recover, rebuild her life.
But change is the weave woven here
in this mortal, suffering world,
despite her dreaming, her wishing.
Change: the pattern she must weather.

----

[info]kate_schaefer

Cephalopods and ornithology

If you are at Wiscon this weekend, and if you are in the bar on the first floor, and if your bartender is named Zach, ask him about either cephalopods or ornithology. He will be informative and witty on either subject.

[info]ellen_datlow

My schedule at Fantasticon in Copenhagen June 1-3rd

For anyone near Copenhagen next weekend I'm a Guest of Honor with Alistair Reynolds at the Danish annual convention Fantasticon. For anyone in the vicinity, here's a link to the website and my schedule: (I'm not sure what a few of the panels will entail but am assured I will be told :-) )

http://fantasticon.dk/fantasticon2012/

Friday 17:00-17:20, Kultursalen
Opening ceremony
Everybody

Friday 17:30-19:00, Cafeen
Videnskabcafeen: The dead, the undead and the vampire romance
Ellen Datlow, Stig W. Jørgensen, Steen Langstrup, Gert Balling (m)

Saturday 12:00-12:50, Kultursalen
Stories we haven’t seen: The good short story
Ellen Datlow, Knud Larn, Henrik Harksen, H.H. Løyche, Ralan Conley (m)

Saturday 2:00 p.m. to 2:50 p.m., Heerupsalen
interview Ellen Datlow
Ellen Datlow, Ahn Lars Pedersen (i)
Saturday 15:00-15:50, Kultursalen
Genres – Necessary distinction or annoying restriction?
Ellen Datlow, Alastair Reynolds, Anne-Marie Vedsø Olesen, Stig W. Jørgensen (m)

Saturday 20:15-??, Festsalen
The banquet

Sunday 13:00-13:50, Heerupsalen
The fairy tale in modern fiction
Ellen Datlow, Nicolas Barbano, Lars Ahn Pedersen (m)

Sunday 17:00-17:50, Heerupsalen
The last panel – final remarks before the convention (end the world?) ends.
Ellen Datlow, Alastair Reynolds, Klaus Æ. Mogensen (m)

[info]shelly_rae

Peripatetic Woman Ponders the Future

It's no secret that I like to travel. Road trips, day trips, excursions, museum visits, ferry rides, bike rides, let's go. You can't spell 'walkies' around me cause I'll be at the door with or without leash ready to go, go, go.

I've been to many places, more than some, less than others. But largely because I'll say "yes." That's how London happened last fall. When my friend [info]fjm said she was looking for a cat sitter at her London home I leapt. The obvious people to invite were [info] and [info]e_bourne as traveling to England, to London was one of things we talked about in the hospital and through our recovery. We also talked about other places. Elizabeth and I have always wanted to see Egypt. I adore Rome and know they'd love the wonders of Pompeii. Paris for oh so many reasons--a Renaissance hotel built on the ruins of a medieval abbey built on the ruins of a roman temple and baths, build on the ruins of Celtic temples built on who knows what. The Louvre alone is worth a week, a month. So when the chance for London came we said yes. I invited others to join us, but it's hard to make schedules work when times are lean and money tight. I know that [info]scarlettina would have come if the job wasn't so uncertain. My friends Sebastian and Joey were much in the same boat. So it was just the three of us and it worked out well. We wanted to see much of the same things and my iPhone worked for maps, pub locations, and more. Starbucks are terrific places for free wifi--not just in the USA and England but even in Aruba!

I'm so glad we went. We lost Mark in February. His loss has left a hole in my heart and mind that's not mending. I move away from asking why. And try to think, what's next. Where shall I go? Elizabeth has said she'll let me know when she's ready to travel again. I'd happily go just about anywhere with her--possibly not to a knitters retreat but she has plenty of comrades in needles and knots for that.

Next year I'll be 50. I've come very close to the edge several times in my life. Cancer, the bike accident, surgery, assaults, but I've come through each and it looks like I will see 50. I've had much taken away from me by those events. I'll not be a Mom, I'm no longer a wife, I seem to have lost the ability to write along with my memories, maths, and other skills. I worry about how I'll take care of myself in the future. But I also know that life is short. Sudden unexpected things happen. So I try include people in everything. I share, I seize the day. And I go places. There is great joy in riding my bike. Not just the physical pleasure but the freedom of being under your own control and power. The freedom to move at a different pace. The freedom to work a little harder in a body that, eventually, enjoys that movement, craves it. I don't know that I'll ever be able to run again--falling is no fun--but I can ride my bike.

I want to travel. I want to get rid of most everything that's holding me back and I want to visit all the continents. I want to see the pyramids, elephants in the wild, I want to swim in the oceans--even the cold ones. I want to have a cup of tea and watch birds, or seals, or lizards, or ponies.

In other words. Peripatetic woman wants out.

I think that will be the year 2013. If I spend this year working. Getting rid of things and doing some traveling. Then next year, next year, I'll see the world.

I dreamt last night that Ishmael traveled with me. He rode in a box on the back of my bike and in a carrier on my back. Not really practical. But if the cat in my dreams can do it well, perhaps I can. TBI Girl, Peripatetic Woman, Shelly, Shusher of Lions. That's me. Right?

Want to go someplace?
Anon

Sea kayaking. Me and a jellyfish.

Posted via LiveJournal app for iPad.


[info]theferrett

More FetLife Posts

I’ve been quiet here as I’ve been slogging through the usual Seasonal Depression, but I did post two essays over at FetLife (TheFacebookforkinksters) that you may be curious about:  “Depression. Fucking. Depression.”, which deals with how depression affects my sex life, and “Ropeweasels,” which deals with the issue of me being tied up. (There’s also “Fireplay and Me,” an oddly poetic musing on setting women aflame, which I don’t think I linked here but maybe I did.)

In addition, my humor essay “So I’m Going To Become A Dom” may be my most popular essay ever, with 612 comments and 965 loves.  I guess it’s all about the specificity.

Cross-posted from Ferrett's Real Blog.

This entry has also been posted at http://theferrett.dreamwidth.org/214628.html. You can comment here, or comment there; makes no never-mind by me.

[info]ericjamesstone

I So Want To – я так хочу

Originally published at Eric James Stone. You can comment here or there.

This week’s Russian pop song: “I So Want To” by Infiniti. I must say the music video isn’t exactly the most entertaining one I’ve seen, but I like the song a lot.

Here are the translated lyrics (courtesy of Google Translate and megalyrics.ru):

I so want to
I so want to

In the light of lanterns
In the light of lanterns
vanishing
You’re beautiful in it
But I know
What do you become a friend
I understand, but at heart I suddenly
I can not hold back her tears
I can not understand
Well, for what
Drops on the cheek
Rain drops on the glass with the lash

Chorus:
I so want to forget you
At heart she is, but I’m not your tenderness
It was not me
He kisses you
I’m just a snowflake in your heart

I so want to forget
I so want to forget

The sky is not for us to shine the stars
You are now on the other whispered dreams
You are now a stranger
I see
I say, “Goodbye”
We no longer meet the dawn
No more birds to fly with the wind
Let the night knocking on unanswered
Melting away

Chorus:
I so want to forget you
At heart she is, but I’m not your tenderness
It was not me
He kisses you
I’m just a snowflake in your heart

I so want to forget
I so want to forget


[info]theferrett

An Odd Change In A Dying System

Back in The Day, when I had infinite people reading me on LiveJournal, I’d post an entry and the comments exploded.  I’d hit “post,” and five minutes later I’d have fifteen comments.

Now, I make a big ol’ important post and sometimes I don’t get a comment for half an hour.  That used to unnerve me – is this a bad entry? Did I say something wrong? – until I realized what was happening.  English LiveJournal is slowly dying.

What used to happen was that the LJ friends page was like Twitter or Facebook now – so constant a stream of data that you just refreshed your friends’ page and wham, new entries.  Maybe you didn’t check it twenty times a day like I did, but the friends page was a ritual where my latest entry popped up in real time.  I was a part of the info-stream.

As LJ use has declined, though, the traffic patterns have changed for me.  People no longer read my blog as part of a daily pulse; it’s in their RSS feeds, or bookmarked separately, or they wait for me to post the interesting links to Twitter (since I don’t Tweet-spam every post).  I still get roughly the same number of comments, but as opposed to arriving in one explosive comment-dump, they now arrive scattered over the course of two days, like late passengers departing a red-eye connection.  I’m read at their convenience, not the convenience of LJ.

This isn’t necessarily a bad thing, but it is a little weird.  Some days I post a SRS ENTRY and then wait until I get one comment just to ensure someone’s listening.  By the time I get out of the tub, I have like three comments, which used to be the sign of an entry falling on its face.  Now, I’m patient; the user feedback will arrive in due course.

If you write it, they will come.

Cross-posted from Ferrett's Real Blog.

This entry has also been posted at http://theferrett.dreamwidth.org/214409.html. You can comment here, or comment there; makes no never-mind by me.

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